I guess i have something up my sleeve

My horoscope says:

You are highly motivated today, yet you're not likely to show your cards now. It's not that you are specifically attempting to be secretive; it's just that you know more than others think you do -- and you'll be better off if you can keep it this way for a while longer.

I always had a feeling that i knew more than others and now Astrology has confirmed it, YES! Good, old, reliable horoscope. Just as reliable as anything else you hear. It's just what you make out of it.

Things are changing...again, so fast. One minute you're up and one minute you're down. One minute I'm sitting at my desk in the corporate world and the next minute I'm wearing a school girl outfit doing "price my pride" in San Francisco. An actual gag where you get paid to do stupid, humilitating things.

For a girl that wants fame, I certainly got it. Humility is not something that comes easily for me, which makes me the perfect person to send out into society to cause a ripple in the waters. I have little to no shame when it comes to embarrassment, for a good cause of course. The cause...making people laugh, or in this case..MONEY.

My life is now truly beginning to split between my several different personalities. I mean, what makes a person interesting? Variety, Versatility, uniqueness, and sometimes just being different in your thinking. I myself, at this point consider myself a corporate puppy by day, obedient, loyal, and eager to please (yet i still manage to pee on the rug every once in a while, sorry, still in training).

At night, when I have no bosses, no rules but my own, there is other part, the dangerous daredevil vixen by night(and weekends thanks to the beautifully systematic 9-5 job). This part of me seeks adventure, danger, and attention. It gets me into trouble, but not the Lindsey Lohan kind of trouble. I'm smart enough not to drink and drive at ALL, not to mention again and again (she's one stupid girl, had it all..tossed it to the curb!). I'm talking the kind of trouble that russles some feathers, makes some people laugh, or cry, depending on how you take it.

At this point in my life, the two worlds are fighting, competing, and wanting to merge, as they always have. Yet, the puppy needs to grow to be a dog before he can be off on it's own. And for the vixen in me, she will forever be fighting to come out. In my opinion, it ain't a crime if you don't get caught! Hee Hee